I FEEL FUCK-AWFUL ABOUT MY LIFE
A LIST OF THE SHITTY THINGS GOING ON RIGHT NOW: 1.) College: fucking flying fuck. just fuck. i have no confidence in applying to college. i have nothing to show for other than the fact that i worked the system and rank 5th. i wasted money taking those ap exams because i didn't take them seriously. my sats suck. i missed my acts. i can't get my shit together. 2.) Friends: just fuck them. i feel like they're awfully immature and can't seem to wrap their heads around the fact that life's not a fucking movie. i wished that if they had something to say to me that they'll just go ahead and say it. 3.) Piano: i'm not progressing. i stopped progressing since year two and it's been emotionally dampening to be playing the same fucking songs over and over again. 4.) Life: i just hate everyone. i hate how everyone seems to enjoy high school. how put together they are. they don't seem to have anything that's stressing them out and i am just done w...