Realizing That You're Being Offensive

For the longest time, I honestly thought of myself as being sensitive when it comes to others. I don't make jokes or comments that titter on the edge of them being racist or just plain inappropriate. However, after I read through my blog posts, I was startled to find just how offensive I am. I often type up the most insensitive things. I suppose it stems from my need as to not sound so pretentious, so I'm prone to cursing and being awfully random. Not that I'm trying to excuse myself from the things I've said, it's just that I want to realize myself as to where I could've gone wrong and became this awful sort of person who doesn't realize that she's being quite offensive.

 I dunno.

 I might not even be that offensive and I'm just thinking too much of it.

 Anyway... I guess that's all I have to say.

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